I am missing you so much and very dearly..

I don't know if i had lost my mind or in the middle of losing my mind..

But today I can't think straight or I can't think properly..I can't function well..

Damn, i miss you like hell!! I have never felt much as this and this way..

This is not the way i wish i to be..

Everything i do today, i can only think of you..I don't know why i kept thinking of you..Are you thinking of me too?

Why is it that hard to let go of something that you know, didn't remember you at all..This is purely torturing me in a way that can't be seen physically but mentally yes..

I wish i would just have one more chance to see you and set all things straight and just tell you how i feel towards you..Even though the outcomes is a predictable thingy..

But i didn't want to feel like this anymore..I had enough of suffering and torturing just because i miss you and i couldn't said it out loud..I just don't want to feel this anymore..It hurts, like hell..It hurts very much knowing that you will never come back..It hurts cause i missed you so much, and it hurts even more knowing that you didn't missed me at all..