Know By Now

Bukan ke sepatutnya by now, i suppose to know already their traits? Saja je kan tak nak memahami dia tu, ko tu manja sangat..

Ni nak tunggu berapa lama tak tau le..Seminggu? 10 hari? 2 minggu? 3 minggu? Dia pun tak kisah je..

Semalam tah msg dengan sapa2 je malam semalam..Mencik2..Tak baik buruk sangka. Mungkin dia msg dengan adik2 dia, mana tau. Kalau bukan adik pun, macam tak tau, dia bukan ada aku sorang je, ramai lagi kawan perempuan dia..Mungkin time ni turn org lain pulak..Mungkin lah kut..

Jealous tu cepat je..Tak boleh lansung..Kalau aku jealous pasal dia takpe, tapi kalau dia tak boleh lansung..Jealous nak mampus..Ini tak adil!!! Kut2 la nak cakap kat aku, i msg dgn kawan2 je..Jgn la jealous, sejuk skit hati..Ni buat dek je, aku sendiri yang makan hati tgk dia kemain lagi msg sana sini...Ish2..

This is not fair!!! NOT fair at all tau!!! Dia boleh je cemburu buta, aku kena cemburu celik la..Mencikkkkkkk!!!!

Habis dah dia yg ko sayang, ko kena lah turutkan sikap dia tu..Sekurang2nya dia dah banyak berubah dari dulu..Aku pun tau dose aku dah byk sgt bulan ni..Sebab tu dia tak heran kat aku sekarang ni..Tapi di sebabkan aku pun tak busy kat office tu yang buat aku merewang skit  tu..Kalau at least aku byk keje, mesti aku tak fikir sgt pasal dia(konon je ni, padahal depan mata ko tu, mmg ko nampak dia je). Tak lah at least aku teroccupy dengan kerja melambak2 sampai takde masa nak fikir dia..Kalau fikir pun kejap je, then sangkut kat jem, lepas tu sampai umah, tido... Ha sedar2 dah 2 3 minggu..Kan ke bagus..

After that aku boleh msg dia balik..Heheh..Ni nak tunggu 7 hari pun seksa...hari ni baru 4 hari..Isk2...Macam mana aku boleh tahan sebulan hari tu ek? Hish seksa woo nak tunggu sebulan membilang hari tau..Seksa2..

Kalau aku busy mcm dia kan best..Tak yah nak fikir pasal benda lain...Mcm dia la buat kat aku..Mencikk!! dia sorang je boleh control aku, aku tak leh control dia..Sape2 bagi aku keje, meh aku sanggup buat dari pada melangut je membilang hari nak msg dia..

Ye lah dia kadang2 bz, dia mintak aku faham. Aku faham la ni..Kalau aku tak faham, dah lama aku surrender dengan perangai pelik2 dia tu..Sebab aku ni kan balance orangnye, aku sentiasa mengutamakan perasaan orang lain dari perasaan sendiri..Dia tu je tak nak memahami aku..

In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all their love on someone like you, like I did.

Its true, deep down inside of me, i know you like it, when you sulk the whole day, you need me to get a hold of you and convince you till you are feeling much better. You want me to keep persuading you, while im not sure at your end, you might be smilling looking at how silly i am. Struggling to convince you that i will do anything to persuade you syg..

And i know for sure, there is no one that will be able to put up to you like i did. I did it for you. There is also no one who care for you as much as i do, that is one thing for sure. Are you sure, out there there are people yang boleh tahan dengan sikap u, u are really different from others. Do you think they can really put up with you, if you behave like this all the time?

I dont think any single person would understand why you are acting so, and they would give up in the quest of knowing you. Not for me, i have set my eyes on you and i will pursue this till the end. At least till you tell me that you dont need me anymore in your life.

Horoscope aku hari ni:


Love isn't always rational. You may now find yourself attracted to someone who isn't your usual type. You may even seem likes opposites. And, although its been said that the only thing that opposites attract is trouble and conflict, you two probably share a few key desires, goals, and personality traits. You can't have everything in common. You can't have all the same interests. Sharing your life with someone who has differences is a wonderful way of broadening  your horizons and giving your life greater dimension. Explore the potential in this relationship. You may find that you're meant to be together!

I will be the one who will wait for you at the end of this game, still standing still and strong than ever. I just have to tell myself to have faith and patience in everything. I need the faith and i will always have the patience. Insyaallah, there will be light at the end of the tunnel for both of us. Time will tell. For now, I just want you to know, i will always be there for you..