I wish...

Till now...i wish everything will be the same like it was way back then..But then i realized that i might still dreaming..

Till now...i wish i could see your face again, no matter how long i have to wait..

Till now...i wish you will sms me, with just a simple good morning like u usually do..

Till now...i wish you will wish me just a simple goodnight, like u usually do...

Till now...i wish you would ask me whether i have reach the office and what am i doing at the moment...

Till now...i wish we could have a drink together after work like u usually do...

Till now...i wish you would invite me for a breakfast together, no matter where it will be...

Till now...i wish i would bumped into you in the train although my heart denies it and hoping not to bump into you...

Till now...i have never ask for much in my whole life..i am always the person that accept anythings as the way it should be..i never demand for things to be magnificent or splendid for me..I have never fight for my rights in anything..Its just not because I'm weak or something, but its just the way i am..I didn't like to be the one who is in the way of someone else happiness..I always have a deep thought to myself, why am i so softhearted..Why am so softhearted that people could do just about anything to me, but I still forgive them for what ever they have done to me..

But just this one time, just this only time...I just hope that everything will be back as the way it is before this..I just hope that only this time, God will grant my wishes..I just hope this time, please grant me the only thing that i wish for in life..I have never ask for more and will never ask for more again...But then suddenly i have come back to my senses again, if I am the only who's needy, might be he didn't need me at all...That's why he went away...